28.9.05

busy me

it's overwhelming!!!

my life messily organized - cooking meals, cleaning/organizing my messy room (it is normally in order), studying german, biking here and there, catching up on all my pending books to read, studying flash mx, getting my hands on the guitar again, writing my soul, finding time to paint and to compose more poems and songs, a soccer ball that still needs to be kicked, understanding how to best deal with inspiration, planning future life here or out of the country, brainstorming on income generating schemes, being a son and brother, etc... etc... etc...

a gen life full of love - unbeknownst to a lot of people, i am a gen. a young person who chose to live radically the life of unity. anyway, we are celebrating the united world week very very soon and there are just a lot of things to do. the walkathon, the run for unity, the international link-up, write-ups, press releases, banner designs, sticker designs, sms messages, email messages, invitation letters, sponsorship letters, organizational and practical meetings, leadership meetings, coordination with other youth, colloquios, bazaars, mini-family fests, barrio visits to families, etc.. etc... etc...

an architectural project of a scope larger than life - coordinations here and there. mixture of engineering drawings and materials, and handling people. cost analysis and efficiency. more than a handful of end users, bogus realities, items starting without an actual thought of the problem, a very ambitious deadline, scouting of materials, government issues, research, etc, etc, etc...

many as it seem to be, my life is not segmented [yet], just categorized :-) even when everything is happening simultaneously. just like the surface of the earth is teeming with activities, everything is being pulled together by one force -- that of Gravity.

thank you for pulling me together and keeping me intact.

again i have conquered myself. congratulations... for that i get a ball of chocolate at a cup of ice cream. hehehe... maybe i should go out for a night bike ride... hmm... wait... i have to schedule that i also have to breathe.

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